Sinful Confessions
Ok, I have a confession to make. I sinned.
If you see last Fridays entry, you will see I went to Whole Foods And did grocery shopping.
So there I am - a refrigerator full of organic food.
And what did I do on Sunday afternoon ? I went to Fatburger .
A fatburger (no cheese - ever) and onion rings.
At least I drank water with it - no soda.
My first fast food since being diagnosed with Breast Cancer in July.
Funny, back when I used to eat junk on a regular basis, I could hardly finish half an order.
This time I ate the entire thing. And It tasted so good.
Before I could even finish it, I could feel the salt and fat taking effect. I was bloating up as I sat there with half a hamburger still in my hand.
I felt drugged. My system hasn't had anything this toxic in months.
Needless to say, after I finished it I had to take a 15 minute nap.
Thats how out of it I was.
You know, I even had organic grass-fed hamburger meat in my freezer. But no, it had to be Fatburger.
Then while I was at the movies Sunday night, noticed my left hand - the side where they removed my 6 lymph nodes - was alittle swollen.
Weird, because I usually don't have a problem with that. And I didn't remember doing anything that would cause it to swell.
So this afternoon I go in for my Radiation Treatment.
The technician asks me how I am feeling.
"Oh, okay - but my left hand is swollen."
She asks right away "Did you eat alot of salt over the weekend?"
I confessed my Fatburger sin to the technician.
She had me figured out.
